Harison Xavier

  We will meet soon bro... Sid texted.  Jim knew that will be the last time he will hear from him. It happens again, another friend is moving away. Now Jim will have more time alone in the dark. Made good memories, traveled together. Lived moments together. Jim had a great time with his friends including Sid. They all dreamed that one day they all will be stetted in this huge metropolitan city, Everdrive. They walked these streets together and enjoyed the time. Jim remember once Sid pointed out to a skyscraper and said Bro, you see that corner office on that 43rd floor, that will be my office in next 2 years.  Two years went by and Sid is moving way, life is unpredictable. Jim tried to think about the last time he saw him. Jim dearly wished if he could be with his friends and just sit together and talk, he wanted to experience that sense of belonging to a team. Before moving Sid had borrowed money from Jim and never returned, Jim didn't ask the money back, so did Neil, be...

 March 27 2022 I remember this day, I was sitting in a nearby park, listening to music and getting some Sun light. At that time, I was smiling at myself, wondering how beautiful it is to get some sunlight after a long time. Working long hours endlessly without any break or dayoff, I wish I was free. I was surprised that as simple as sitting out for some sunlight is able to make me so happy. Watching people go by at the park, birds, squirrels and rabbits.  I sat there for an hour, I wished if I had someone to talk to, couldn't make any friends. All the people I know are coworkers with their own life, I wish I was a part of something important. I wish I was needed. Just sitting there enjoying the Sun and the beautiful music of nature is good enough, would been better if I had a soul to talk to. But that's life. Be happy with what you have. Enjoy the precious moment.      Present Day -  October 12th  2023 Life is not bad, happy, alive, surviving, wish it ...

  Just thoughts in my brain I noticed this pattern, in the past few months, I have visited 4 museums, I don't know why, but when there is a museum around, I try go visit. Even more strange is that most of them are not free. I am mostly frugal when it comes to spending money for leisure, travel for vacation, entertainment, or eat outs; I try to avoid them all. Why do I visit museums? It's just odd. Am I lost? Why am I interested in the past? What am I doing?  Am I searching for myself? Am I soul searching?  Or rationally thinking... I am just lonely and drifting from places to places without a meaning. Lots of pictures loading down below......  Potteries museum and art gallery  I wish to take great pictures but this was taken from my phone, I didn't care about posting this but when I think about it now, I thought, let it be, why not. When I go back to the pictures, I wished I gave a little more attention to the history so that I could have told you better on the ...

Photo by kiyana on Unsplash Charlie & Barry Miller two young and ambitious lads dwelling in the  late 20th century terrace house with their working class parents. Life has its good and bad days, yet they were happy in their tiny house, with their neighbors. Charlie is the eldest and Barry is five years younger, they have a good childhood comparing to others at that time.  One fine day as they were playing on the streets, they saw two kids walking towards their direction, they were coming back from a nearby shop. Charlie recognised them they are Julia and Jill, they moved in recently to the neighborhood, they are posh kids from London, they never talked or played with Charlie and Barry, even though Charlie tried playing with them, they always found a way to avoid  him. Charlie often stood close by when they played say they had three bicycles at home and Charlie's family had none. Charlie hoped that someday they might invite him to try riding a bicycle. He al...

 Tourist On Planet Earth Photo by Produtora Midtrack Tourist on planet earth Walked it's length Ran it's breath  The end its death Would love to visit again Many memories to gain Million miles of pain  And time it's constrain Waited for a life Waited for a wife Waited with a fife Waited till non-life Learned to write  Learned to rite Learned to trite Learned to contrite  Failed million times Won a few times Died ten times Killed none times Gave life a hope Got life a scope  Lost life's rope Ends life's lope. I don't know what I just did, I wanted to write, I wrote, there. Kids can do it better. 

Photo by Specna Arms on Unsplash   Private Greene woke up from his nap while on duty after hearing foot steps coming closer to him. It was his fellow comrades who came back after their routine rounds, they are on high alert. They didn't notice him fall asleep, Pvt.Greene felt guilty, he hid is guilt from his comrades.  Their company took back the village from the enemy troops two days ago, and there is a constant treat for a counter offense any moment. Pvt.Greene looked around from his position behind the sand wall, nodded to his fellow comrades and started walking. The villagers were gathering whats left and started rebuilding life back up again.  A sunny European morning and Pvt.Greene is already tired, he and his team had not got a good quality sleep in a while, their entire company is waiting for their supply and they are down to one day of ration and everyone is tired and the only source of food is the village market, which is now almost ruined. He picked up few ora...

  Free flow writing.................. (lot of errors, gaps, out of topics coming up) (21/06/2023) So, I took a break from work, been working non stop for the past 2 years or more, didn't have a good reason to go out somewhere, I wanted to go travel and see places for a long time, but there is a different side of me who wants to work hard and save money and then work hard again and save money for the future. I gave myself a hard decision to make this time, and I had a help from a friend. I failed my driving test and I couldn't buy a car yet, so I needed someone who is equally interested in traveling with "me" and see places.  Not a great introduction.... I know.  I am just poring out my mind, Its been a long time since I written something. I feel happy to write again, but there is this huge monstrous phenomenon called time and life. As I write, I am thinking about getting back to my job in a few hours, listening to a song in German-Slovakian which I don't understan...

  Surprised to know there are a few visitors to this blog. Blog Update Yes, I forgot to write, I had a few stories in my mind and now I don't remember them. Life is funny and simple. Wake up, Go to work, Return, Eat and Sleep, Repeat. Lucky to have a simple life and am happy about it. Where do I start?  I was causally reading through my past blogs and I found that I disagree with a few posts I have written in the past and correcting them, will take some time - So I will leave them as it is. Reading them makes me cringe now. It's very funny when thinking of how my life has changed, from the beginning of this blog till now. It's been a long time since I posted something. I think about writing something and I have a few stories to tell, also I forgot many stories. I had a lot of plans at the beginning of this year but couldn't make it, life goes on.  Life in general The feeling of being a grain of sand on a beach somewhat gives me freedom. It tells me I don't matter an...

  Jake was walking back to his apartment. He had a very tough day at work, he was insulted in front of his colleagues. His software assignment had a lot of bugs in it and he couldn't finish it on time. It's been a few months since he took a day off, he worked all seven days a week, and he never had a life outside work.  As he was walking along the pavement, he heard someone running towards him from behind as it was late night and there isn't anyone nearby he got a bit alert, as it could be a thief. It was a girl, she ran past him, after taking a few steps forward she stopped.  She turned and asked Jake, "Are you alright?". Jake was surprised, never ever have a strange girl asked him that question. He replied, "I am fine. How are you?" She replied, "I am not bad." They took a few steps forward, the girl looked a bit unsteady, she was moving from side to side. "She is drunk," said Jake in his mind. He felt sad, "she might have some...

  Santiago moved to Madrid 6 months ago. He has high hopes for his future and he is working hard to achieve his dreams to become a scientist researching plants. Living in Madrid is expensive for him as he is from a poor family. So he works in his research laboratory in the morning and he works at a restaurant during the evenings. He worked all 7 days. All the long hours started taking a toll on him. He couldn't spend time with people. He didn't make new friends. He wanted to start a family but couldn't meet anyone. He was brought up in a strict Catholic family and he never drank or smoked. Hence he was not invited to any of his colleague's parties. Even if they did he kept working. Days kept on passing, and a year went by, and he have not made much progress in his research. He lost motivation. Young Santiago is alone in a big city. Trying to make ends meet.  He is average, turning fat and old and his sorrows don't matter, pain didn't matter. Sorrow and...