Blog Update - 08/12/2022

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Blog Update

Yes, I forgot to write, I had a few stories in my mind and now I don't remember them. Life is funny and simple. Wake up, Go to work, Return, Eat and Sleep, Repeat. Lucky to have a simple life and am happy about it.

Where do I start? 

I was causally reading through my past blogs and I found that I disagree with a few posts I have written in the past and correcting them, will take some time - So I will leave them as it is. Reading them makes me cringe now. It's very funny when thinking of how my life has changed, from the beginning of this blog till now. It's been a long time since I posted something. I think about writing something and I have a few stories to tell, also I forgot many stories. I had a lot of plans at the beginning of this year but couldn't make it, life goes on. 

Life in general

The feeling of being a grain of sand on a beach somewhat gives me freedom. It tells me I don't matter and I can do anything I wish. I am just a co-passenger on a busy metro train ride. Nobody cares, everyone is busy with their own lives. I am invisible. That's reality and it is beautiful.  A feeling that it doesn't matter, a kind of Nihilism. Why bother? Why do it? What's the meaning? 

I make one good friend a year. I been noticing this for the past two to three years, I try to make friends with people but I am not able to make friends as before when I was a kid. I was always alone and had very different views and thoughts from most of the people I meet. I try my best but I am not able to make a bond with anyone as time goes by any bond I made disappears and it feels like a dream.

This year, I was very private, I didn't share anything on social media, and I didn't take pictures just for social media, I was just observing life as a member of the audience. I will be posting something just for the sake of it, and to let know people that I am alive.

Someday I will find the meaning or create meaning for my life or even won't. Millions before me tried. It may not even matter. 

Can't promise anything. 

Thank you for visiting my blog. If possible share your thoughts in the comments below. 

Thank you. 

Have a great life ahead. 


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