Harison Xavier

  28/12/2023 I must write something about this year 2023. Writing this out of the blue without any proper thinking or preparation. Just putting things down as it comes to me, no editing or proofreading.  This might help me laugh in the future. 2023 killed me psychologically, all I did was work all the time, everyday. If I was not working, just spending time alone. This year, I specially tried making friends but failed for the most part, got better in making conversations. Wanted to travel more, I did travel to few many cities and I liked it, did wanted to travel more and wished if I could be with my friends. At the end of the year I lost or missed everyone. Most of them moved, some forgot, some didn't care, in short life happen. Is it true that as we get older its hard to make friends?  Failed The years 2021 and 2022 was mostly very productive, worked on new things and made a lot of money. I was so happy about making money, but there was that void of not having my friends...

Time  Yeah.....here we are. Five years...... "The Following Are Just Random Thoughts In My Head" It started as a hobby and still is. When I started I never knew where this is going to lead. Thank you for all the time I got to write, I am happy I did what I can. One thought in my mind, " So much lonely time". Most of of these post take more than two hours to write as I need to think and then I will need to keep the draft to think again wondering if I need to post it or just delete it, I debate with myself and then I got a friend who often proof reads every single line and correct my mistake  (she works for free and I have not paid her anything. I must pay her something).  Often I tell myself "Get a life." I should have done something else. Now I don't know why I write. Just want to write down all the debate I have with me. I wish I had a friend to talk to and discuss about life and everything under the stars and including stars.  Forgot how to make a fr...

  He stood there still, like a stone pillar, he froze in time as he got the news, felt like the world is moving around faster. He will not be promoted to a permanent position this time and he must leave the job as his contract ends. He started thinking about his time at the job,  was on time every single day,  got along well with every coworkers, he was the best employee of the month several times, he proved back to back that he could handle the most stressful tasks, he did the jobs that nobody else wanted to do. He have showed great amount of dedication and commitment to his job.  He did everything he can. Or did he? Where did he go wrong? Why did it happen? Why was he not chosen? Why did they throw him out?  He requested his manager to extent his contract and he will work twice as hard and can do better than he did already,  The manager replied, they love to keep him and he is so good but the situation at the moment is very hard and they need to give his ...