Fish & Chips and an Idiot | Harison Xavier

 

For a long time I wanted to try Fish and Chips, I always wondered what it was and why would people eat just fish and chips? Being in a foreign country the food menu does confuse me often. I took my bicycle out and I went out to buy it and my plan was to go to a nearby park, enjoy the view and eat it there but the park didn't allow bicycles so I needed to find a place better.

I went to the store and bought Fish & Chips, which cost me 4.20 pounds! That's expensive as I think about it now. I didn't think about it when I bought it because I want to experience it.

Anyway, I started riding back, and now where to sit and eat? Where should I go? Do you have somewhere to go? Is it necessary that you should go? Do you even matter? Do you exist? 

Wow....wow...wow....hit the kill switch, buddy...you are overthinking again....; said the other me.

I am overthinking again? Isn't it necessary that I think?...I asked.

"No! Stop it now!.. else you will be depressed and jump in front of the truck like last time"; said the other me.

Alright.......mmmm...mmm.. can I sing a song? I asked.

Yeah...sure, replied the other me.

"Let's just go back to our room and eat there. It's peaceful there." I said to myself.

On the way back to my room, I saw the girl who lives next door, she was standing at the entrance to smoke. I wished if I could talk to her about something but I don't know what. As I approached the main entrance we greeted each other hi. 

She helped me open the entrance door for me as I was on a bike.

The other me: "Just say Thank you and walk away!!! I know what you are thinking don't start a conversation." 

I : "Thank you so much!"....Thank you....... "It's so sad to see someone smoking"...

She smiled and nodded and went back outside.

The other me: " WHAT?!" "YOU IDIOT?!" I TOLD YOU DON'T!!!!!!, OMG!!!! YOU ARE MAKING ME CRINGE. YOU ARE AN IDIOT AND A COMEDY....YOU KNOW THAT?!!! DON'T EVEN GET OUT OF YOUR ROOM!!!

I just slapped myself all the way back to my room. 

I : Next time, we will just overthink and jump in front of a truck...that's a great way to go...hahaha..

The other me: Don't talk to me....God....where did that come from? "It is sad to see someone smoke? When did you start caring about people? Next time just shut your mouth. Flush yourself in the toilet, please. 

The end.

Writing things down helps me think and learn from my mistakes. Incomplete - More mistakes to make and more to learn.