Thoughts as Prayer : Harison Xavier

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Thoughts as Prayer


O Lord have you gone invisible to you?
am I that bad, you don't even care?
I wonder why am I suffering ?
Have you abandon me O Lord?

I wish I could be your best
I wish I was loved more by you
Would you turn your gaze to me?
Would you love me more.

Love me O father of all universe
Love me more and more
Same me from this darkness
Save me and take me to Aden.

Time gets hard and I can't find you
I feel lost, I feel unwanted
I wanted to be loved
I wanted to be cared

- Harison Xavier


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