Spontaneous writing : Regret | Harison Xavier

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Depression, Sadness, Man, I Feel Sorry For, Utęsknienie

Regret 


                          I shouldn't have said it! I can't take it back now. I wish everything was just the way it was before . I am sorry. 
I was just trying to put my thoughts through. I wanted to connect my thoughts and feelings with you and let you know how I felt. It was not an impulsive decision, I though of it for a long time and just wanted to let it out. 

Within a few moments I found out that, I was wrong, my preparation was not enough. I should have given a deeper thought to it. I should have refrain myself from saying the truth. 

Truth hurts. It's painful but it is for the better good. It would be fine if I have not said anything. Instead, I said the truth, now the weight on my chest is gone. Now there is a chance for better understanding and trust between us and also a chance for disgust and anger. 

What should have I done?

I should have though from the other side too. I must see the other side of the argument. I should have thought have others would feel about it. 

Used better words and phrase to the sentence to let know the same thing with a different way, giving out bad news in a positive way. 

I wish I had a time machine. Go back in time and undo what I have done. 

New Rules


 sun rays inside cave

Never share your feelings:

 Be private. Even if they are your good friend, they don't see you that way, you are just another person who passes by. Remember this all the time.

Tell the truth even if its hurts: 

But remember to make your words positive and never fear. Fear will turn the truth to lies. Also be careful to whom you are speaking to. 

Think "Thrice" : 
Even if you feel you are prepared, think again. Have you gone through how others would feel? Once your words are out, you will never be able to take it  back.   

Final Words

I still regret how things have gone by but happy I was able to put my thoughts across. This experience will be a great lesson I will always remember for the rest of my life.

A lesson I learned with fire.

Harison Xavier

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